Hey i've changed my blog to http://funnyhappysad.blogspot.com/
Saturday, March 26, 2005
y must all these tings happen 2 mi ... sometimes i just feel tt god is makin fun of mi ... y ?? y is tis so ... i'm so depressed ... i feel like killin myself ... tts fun rite ... tryin 2 kill yrself ... cool man ... 1001 ways 2 kill myself .... y cant i just go in2 ny or cj .... must i reali end up in cock schs like sr n yj ... i dun mind lar ... all sch are the same wad .. tt wad she sae ... but it is diff when so few ppl are in yr sch .. u all just dun understand ... i realli am confused ... i dun even understand myself .... its bcos of so many gd frens like u all ... i realli dunno wad 2 do now ...
she's been presurein mi everday .. i'm gettin fed up ... been yellin n shoutin like a mad person .. i am gg crazy soon ... cant pick up all the shattered pieces ... realli loVe u ... miss u very much wad am i 2 do ?? ... i realli do not noe .. i cant just study like tt everyday rite gg nuts bout it ... soon .. i'll just break down in front of all of u ... unable 2 get back up ... is tis how it should be ?? .. i am very confused blog ...... no1 can help mi now ... its deterioting everyday .. even i dunno how 2 help myself ... i realli wan u in my life badly ...